Tuesday, 15 January 2013

perspective.



So there I was
reading the paper
on the monday after the holiday
before I went back to work

and lets face it
the news was fucking bad man
there was rape all over india
guns all over america

the new state govt
was just as corrupt
as the old, and
aren't they all?

a kid was brain damaged
with an iron bar
at a party he was invited to
but the bar throwers weren't

a much loved actor
died and the housing market
was down again for the 
thirtieth consecutive month.

and hanging out the washing
getting my brain straight
in the sunshine
it occurred to me


thats the big problem with the paper
if no news is good news.
why print anything nice?
dont make the punters happy.

fucked up world
or a beautiful place to live
too hot
or too cold.

whats your take?

Friday, 11 January 2013

lost in space and time




so you think you can tell
heaven from hell?

do you believe in the big man
and his plan?
the naughty corner
the fun room?

I have always maintained that if you dont believe 
you are free to spend the afterlife
in the room that you choose.

and where would that room be?

I'm halfway through
my life , my holiday, my day.
pick a time frame.
used up all my brain cells, half my liver and half my serotonin.
but the funny thing is there's always more.

and if i really think about it
its all temporal the problem we have.
wait and the universe provides.
except you dont want to be greedy.
and there's the rub.

humans are greedy.
they cant help it.
look at the resort crowd, hanging round the pool
eating endless chips and drinking beer like the slabs are going to run out
fat slumping over their generous swimming trunks.
and its strangely never enough.

time is the great leveller.
drink too much and your days become daze
eat too much and your clothes try and fail to restrain you.
play too many computer games and reality ceases to exist for you.

indiscriminate and brutal in a pleasant car crash sort of way.

Ive been to frazer seven times
each as beautiful as the last
this time with my own boy who is 8
the same age I was the first time

and i still love it
each time as beautiful as the last
each time different yet the same.
the only difference is the amount of XXXX
and the australian flag.

ironically ignorant in their large wheeled V8
fishing rod festooned all terrain vehicles
going to places with black names and twenty thousand year old heritages
and with tattoos of the southern cross splayed across their sunburnt backs

when did the flag become a symbol of ignorance
and bigotry?
when did people start on the cans of bundy and cola at 9am?
or perhaps its just me paying too much attention.

holidays love em!

Wednesday, 2 January 2013

novotel!


now lets be honest if eating is cheating
and drinking inhibits thinking
and skinny girl premixed drinks
have a lot of sugar
who exactly is lying?

surely some simple lemon, tequila and sugar would suffice
but how to source those ingredients at the airport hotel?
how bout bottled relaxation from valium girl
or how bout happiness from excstasy girl
or even bottled sleep from mr temaze.

hmmm hungry now, think ill go down and see what food
comes on a plate and not in a glass

roll on baby!

Tuesday, 1 January 2013

and another thing...



lets talk about time
unseen, sneaky, and relentless
it passes without our focus
my beautiful wife and i have been together for 13 years
and it seems like yesterday we had our first date

and now here we are
on frazer island.
my 7th time
and my son is 8
the age I was when i first came here.

the maheno shipwreck was wrecked when i was 8, 12, 15, 18, 22, 30 and 42.
its still wrecked and sunk into the sand.
was in fact in a similar state for the last 30 years.
however now there is a sign warning
dont come within 3m.

time is a funny thing.
the more things change
the less you remember how they were back when.

I was in egypt when i was 7
rode a camel
sat in the kings chamber in the great pyramid 
with my dad who had just climbed to the top.

now im sure a sign says

dont come within 3m.

life and history reduced to instructions about distance and time.

and I always think about the inscription above the cemetery 
where my wife's grandparents are  buried
in Centure.
a little town in Slovenia.

"what you are we once were
what we are you  will be"

so I guess the moral of the story is go out
there

and live your fucking life!